at Лечебно-реабилитационный центр Росздрава
I have too much unfinished drawings and stories. Can make a quilt blanket out of them.
Sometimes I got scared. Out of blue. Just feel miserable and stupid and feel like all my dream are silly and I will never achieve them. There was time when I did not know what to do to stop being so awfully scared and depressed. I was so afraid that I will feel this way forever!
And then I start think about what really make me feel this way? I am 23 and I am not sure what I want to do with my life. Thoughts like that I don’t really have dreams or I don’t have passion in my life scares me. But then I think of my family and their support, and that I am still too young to think “I did not do anything in my life!”. It is not like I should know everything right now, I just need to try to figure it out. To move on and try different things and find the one that will make me happy.
There is no point in digging to deep in yourself, sometimes it only makes you create problems where there are no problems. You totally will feel better when you start move on, nothing will change if you won’t try to change anything.